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Tuesday, April 03, 2007

a lot of my church frens hv been telling me to hv more faith in god but honestly speaking, i find tt very tough lor. its like some times when i'm really down, i dun even noe whether god's really there for me. noe i shouldn't b thinking this way but cant help it sometimes. jus gotta pray that god will give me more faith. its jus like the last few days have been good for my studies(cos din doze off) but it hasn't been good for me as a person, as a human being. jus feel like im wearing a mask everywhere i go, not wanting to be vulnerable, not wanting to be hurt again. i noe tt this is not the way to live my life but i dont noe how to take that damn mask off. sometimes ppl ask me" leeyin, wat is the real you?" to say the truth, i oso dunno.


Is this what life is all about?
Life is like a masquerade
people wearing mask everynow and then
but when will we be free?
to be who we are and wat wwe want to be

to stop this act and live our lives
not like robots, controlled by others
but again we're so affected
by what others say and how they view us.

perhaps thats why we've become what we are
people living for the sake of others.