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Monday, June 04, 2007

haha.. i hv a netball carnival tomorrow and im still awake at like 12 when i hv to get up at 6 tomorrow.. im so pro.. haha.. really dunno wat to blog abt le. jus feel so freaking numb the last few days.. jus seems like everything i've known and thought i had is falling apart.. i really don't noe what my future is like so now, i jus wanna trust god to be with me.

im jus so afraid. of like everything, it jus seems like i no longer hv the courage to move on.. i jus feel so scared and uncertain of studies, netball, my family and even ___. can someone jus tell me what is right and what is wrong? is following my heart wrong? everything jus seem so confusing now.. it jus seems like everything i do and say seem to be wrong.. but mayb i nv knew what was rite in the begining. life seem to pass so fast and i hv no control over it. and its my life. my life and i hv no control. a bit contradictory don't you think? im jus so NUMB now, its like i cant feel anything anymore. i cant even break down. or mayb i had. broken down to a point tt i dun even realise it. i jus.. cant tink anymore..

What happens when i don't know anything anymore?