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Saturday, January 26, 2008

all you know is to tell me to eat.
Its not like I don't know that I'm suppose to eat.
but its like everytime I lok into the mirror, all I see is fats.
one part of me knows very well that I should eat
but there's a bigger big [part of me is telling me tt I shouldn't eat.

all you know how to do is to tell me that if I still don't eat
you'll bring me to a shrink
like as if that's gonna help.
cos even I myself don't know going on with this thing called my brain.
love myself.
yea right. I don't even know how to start.

do you think I enjoy not eating?
but I can't help it but feel fat and overweight all the time.
all I want is to be slim.
it sounds like an obsession but Idk how to stop it.

everytime I see people pissed at me
I feel bad, but I just have to lose weight.

you tell me that we can go through this together
but I don't think so
cos there's nothing you can do to help
no one can, point blank.

I have to get through this, on my own