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Sunday, August 17, 2008

i'll build a wall around my heart that will only break apart for you.

this post is gonna be real fragmented, so bear with me.

omg, PHELPS is so gawdamned awesome please.
i am so super inspired by him.
8 GOLD MEDALS and i've-no-idea how many new records set.
he's just amazingly beyond words.

lit paper on tues, kinda nervous
cos to be honest, i haven't done one bit of studying.
need to start mugging.

i'm so freaking tired and my back is aching like crazy.
i need to go for a spa or something.

realised today that lamp posts are actually divided into species.

i can't wait for the sleepover.

i thought i could see an eclipse tonight.
cos i vaguely remember CTK mentioning it.
or mayb i've gotten the wrong date.

my ankle is suddenly painful, and idk why.

it acted up again today, stupid stupid.

i wanna read the time traveller's wife,
due to the influence of choo-bong. haha.

found out the meaning of voodoofied.

ate my favourite ice cream today :)

Famous Amos cookies are extremely addictive.
and b is probably gonna tell me that it's another line to my food diary.

figured out a couple of things over the weekend.
good and bad i suppose.

don't feel like going to school tomorrow,
not that it's a first time or what but still.

i need to go shopping soon.
preferably with my dearest siaocharbo.
cos i feel so stressed up.

the last few days have been really bad,
just want to walk away from that 2 people.
but i know i can't.
and i'm not suppose to be having thoughts like that.

i realised that endorphins do make you happy :D

some days, i've figured out, you just feel overwhelmed by stuffs
but there're also days when you have the time of your life.
the main thing is about pulling through those "blue" days.

i miss eating with the FNG.

i actually confided in x.
totally surprising, to me.

i miss going out with dor.

going out with wy was great.
she's such a nice person to be with.

i suddenly want to cam-whore.

i wanna see fireworks.
to see the spendor of something i cannot comprehend.

i want a dog.

there're so many things i wanna do but there never seems to be enough time.
how i wish i can lengthen the time that i have or something.

i can stay in Kinokuniya forever.

everyone seems to be so pro.
kinda worried about my own standard.
gotta work harder but how?
with my stupid ankle like that, i can't even jump.

i want a sunflower.

cbz makes really funny company.
she's actually quite a random person too.

i miss my other half.
i really, honestly do,
a lot :(

have the sudden urge to go watch a movie.

& i want a 24 carat diamond ring ;D