saudade.

Thursday, August 07, 2008

& OH LEE YIN, WHY IN THE WORLD ARE YOU SO HAPPY.

haha, currently i'm grinning from ear to ear.
yes, i mean literally.
know why?
COS I BOUGHT BREAKING DAWN!
some of my classmates were like saying that it's thick
but it's not that bad lah.
gonna devour it after my mum wraps it for me ;D
and you have no idea how hard and fast my heart is thumping right now
as i prepare to embark on the journey of reading my book!
you may think i'm crazy but honestly,
every book is like a piece of dessert, waiting to be savoured slowly.
ahh... Breaking Dawn!

anw, i was like super pai seh at kino today.
cos chang told me the kino had 25% off the book so i went down to buy it.
so when i went there and asked about the offer,
realised that it ended ytd -.-
the book cost $21.29 and i had.....
$21.25.
like super -.- right.
so i was wanting to just walk away and come back another day.
but something inside just won't so in the end, guess what i did.
i actually went up to borrow someone else's membership card.
it was like one of the most embarrassing thing i've ever done please.
and she was with her boyfriend.
ok, that's not the point but still,
the things i'll do for a book. *shakes head*
LOL.

had to change my blogskin again cos when i was looking thru thr blogskins on blogskin.com,
this one just took my breath away.
i love my new blogskin so much
cos' it captures what's really inside my heart :D

yes! i'm super happy right now also because it's the long weekend.
(despite the fact the i still owe TSL ws 5 ;P)
just can't bring myself to do that stupid ws.
ok lah, maybe it's just my excuse but seriously
i don't think trigo and i are on good terms.
cos half the time i've no idea what trigo is all about.
anw, THE point is,
I'M GONNA HAVE 4 DAYS OF NO SCHOOL!
you might not understand why i'm so estatic.
but in simple terms,
"holidays" = play hard.
*winks*

omg, i feel so bad can.
cancelling out on him again.
suppose to go out with him and her on sat
but guess parents are strict after all.
so had to cancel it.
rahh, i feel so evil now.
i'm forever backing out on him.

today's weights was productive, or so i thought.
my arms are literally wanting to drop off.
going to see the sensei tomorrow :(
heard that it's gonna hurt.
just hope it won't hurt too much.

& you, be a man and face it.
running away ain't gonna help anything/anyone

if this friendship actually means something to you,
would you let me know in some way?
cos i need the motivation to fight this thing inside me.

& currently i'm avoiding the toilet and only cyn knows my ugly secret.
but i can't stop myself. i need to break away.