saudade.

Friday, November 28, 2008

& i've learnt the difference between holding hands and falling in love
after a while, i've learnt that kisses don't always mean something.
promises can be broken as easily as they were made
and that as hard as it is to believe,
sometimes goodbyes are forever.
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went out with dor the whole day.
i swear it's the first time i woke up so early to go shopping.
but it was so much fun!
we talked about ppl, shared crappy experiences, laughed at the most outrageous stuffs,
and of course we gossiped, just a little ;D
plus plus plus, we had the same thought after service!!!
super cool please.
our conversation went like this

her: red
me: purple

"eh, i think we were wrong lei. i think ___ & ___ are together."
"ya i think so too."
*stunned* "omg, you were lookingout for them them?"
"haha, not really lah, but just happened to see so ya"
"LOL. me too."

*both starts laughing*

haha, next time must go out more often! :D

went out with d, a and ck to makan after service.
haha, alex is as hooked as i am on DJ max k.
plus i asked a and ck a really random question at the playground
they were both STUNNED, hahahah.
even i was quite surprised at the question.
but don't get the wrong idea hor, the two of you.

& ck, don't be jealous k.
you must jy in getting over her, hahaha.
alex and i will be cheering you on.
haha, and thanks for always lending me your PSP :)

rotted at home on wed cause i couldn't get anyone to go out.
however, had a sense of achievement cause i cleared all my papers! :D
but there's still like a whole stack of files not cleared.
so irrating please, ugh.
think i'll just leave them on the table and hope my mum ignores them as well :P

you'll never believe this but yes, we saw kevin cheng and lam fung on thurs.
IN PERSON.
till now, i still can't believe that we (some of the netballers),
actually went to the opening of this restaurant just to see the celebs.
and we actually acted like fans!
haha, but they arrived in style man.
they arrived in a ferrari and two lambos, so zai lei.
when they walked out of the car,
everyone was like "omg omg, lam fun/kevin!!!"
i went like " omg omg, that's a lambo LP640!"
yy was saying that i was super anti-climax.
but what to do, the cars were beautiful! and i touched it :D
hahaha, after they arrived, we still sat there like hardcore fans waiting for them to come out.
lol, it was my first time man.
i think if not for kris and trik i never have done that.

walked around in Central and bought praying mantis turkish ice cream!
but it tasted weird lei, sad to say.
kris was so nice!
she treated us to two large fries and two large drinks from BK.
lagged around before heading with hyung to our date, hahaha.
(P.S i miss the ramen from Central, dang.)

match with EXOL tomorrow.
kinda nervous i guess, heard that they're suppose to be pro ppl.
ppl like cyn's idol, lol.
but guess we just gotta fight hard and not disappoint ourselves.
go rvnb! *cheers with pom poms*

i DESPERATELY need to start on holiday homework
plus i wish money grew on trees, then i'll plant a money tree.
cause currently i'm really broke but there're so many things i wanna buy.

TO ROTTING CORSPE/WOMAN/ CHOO YEAP:
i miss you lots woman!
can't wait to see you tomorrow :)

dang, it is acting up again.
plus my knee is aching terribly.
i feel old :(

P.S i didn't get to see mr. eye candy AT ALL this week.
so sad lah please. plus i don't think i'll get to see him next week.
haha, guess i gotta live with it.