saudade.

Thursday, November 06, 2008

& i won't go down this time.
not because of a moment of weakness.

LEARNING SYMPOSIUM IS OVER!
you absolutely have no idea how glad i am, or should i say the entire LS team.
have been working on the LS presentation for the last 2 plus days straight?
it's crazy yes i know.
plus you-know-who is so harsh! and she keeps kb-ing brian.
poor him *shakes head*
weilin and i had to change our scripts like don't know how many times
plus we rehearsed over 10 times! so tiring man.
however, i must admit there are good points.
cause after the presentation, everyone came up and said we did great
but anyway, it's over and that's the most important :)

choo-bong was so cute today, haha.
was playing the game at yy's stall and the game went like this,
you're suppose to use a towel to try to throw the soft toy into one of the pails
so normally, you lose cause you miss the pail right?
but for choo, it was different.
she lost, in a sense, cause just when she was about to throw,
her SOFT TOY DROPPED OUT OF THE TOWEL.
?!?! pro right. lol, we were laughing our hearts out at the game stores i swear.

training on tues was real interesting.
we did boxing! can you imagine, netballers boxing, hahaha.
weisin told me that when she looked from afar,
she thought that our school had a new CCA. lol.
plus i liked boxing!
it looks easy but it's a workout when you start on it and it relives stress too.

but courtwork was kinda screwed.
i performed badly (didnt know what in the world i was doing)
and miss loo was pissed :(

alright, shall stop here and head to the library.

P.S he is SO cute! ;D

as the girl squatted on the pavement,
her chest heaved heavily with sobs that were threatening to overflow her.
she squeezed her eyes shut as she tried to tell herself to be strong.
she could and had to do this, she just had to play this role.
it was amazing how resounding her agony was to her,
yet to everyone else, it doesn't make a sound.
as her eyes were closed, she tried to chase away those voices.
she couldn't deal with them, not now.
weeks worth of emotions surfaced and just when she thought she couldn't reign it in, she did.
she pushed it all the way down again, like how she always does.
with a deep breath, she stood up and straightened out her shirt.

inside her heart was breaking,
though her make up was flaky,
she will still put on that smile.
the show must go on.

p.s he is SO cute! ;D