saudade.

Saturday, December 13, 2008

& we're all angels and heroes at heart

we don't need wings to be angels.
we don't need reasons to be right.
we don't need sleep to be dreamers.
cause Your love makes us all better
and that's who we really are.

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it has been eons since i last blogged.
but don't blame me yea, haha,
life's been busy :D

today can be concluded with one word, exhausting.
match with JJC was omg-ly hiong, really pushed ourselves to the limit.
both WAs didn't come, so i had to play WA for 4 quarters.
and other than it being physically demanding, it was stressful on the mental side.
we drew the game, which i guess was alright.
went down to play heart.sports after that.
dang, i tell you, it was hiong too.
but funny, don't know why but i just couldn't stop laughing during the game,
think michelle (region a) must have thought that i was nuts :X
right now, my muscles was aching like crazy!
hope it'll recover by monday.

cyn was SO SWEET!
she told me that she made me something today,
i was wondering what it could be when she took out...........
a picture of ROBERT PATTINSON (!!!) (taken off a page in CLEO) stuck on something hard,
with a personal message on the back!!!
my melt hearted, right puah and cyn? LOL.
but anyways, i was really touched!
cyn is always doing small things like that brightens up my day :D :D :D
thank you woman!

omg omg, christmas party is on next wed/tues,
and i still haven't gotten the present!!! :X
plus i don't foresee that i'll have much extra time to go christmas shopping.
this is so not going well.

i lost it.
and together with it i lost a whole ton of memories, moments and emotions.
it can never be gotten back,
and that's why i'm so dang devastated.
each of those pictures were unique; there is no other like them.
but now, it's all gone.
gone are also those messages that have meant so much to me,
that i'll sometimes reread just to make myself feel happier.
i miss it so much; it's so young
only about 4 months old.
i miss it, serious.
if you still haven't figured what "it" is,
I LOST MY PHONE.

how fantastic huh, not that it's so near to christmas.
my phone got pickpocketed at Vivo's Mini Toons.
it all passed so fast i didn't even realize until it's too late.
i still haven't folded that paper aeroplane,
shall do it once i finish this post.
but really, the anguish and agony i feel is simply undescribable.
sighs.

and the most ironic thing is,
before the pickpocketing issue,
my day was going spendidly, i repeat, SPENDIDLY.
my aunt brought me to eat at Sakae and bought me 2 books from Kino,
out of the blue.
it's the first time she's ever been so randomly kind to me.
and the thing is, i was christmas shopping when it happened.
super wtf right, yea i agree.

but anyway, to people reading my blog:
please don't msg me for the time being until i get my SIM card again.