Sunday, December 30, 2007
*crys*
i graduated from RZone21 today.
damn sad can..
gonna miss the leaders and all the projects loads.
i still rmb the times we spent trying to brainstorm for new ideas.
i still rmb the effort we put in figuring out the HSM dance.
i still rmb the nights we spent at ppl's houses rehearsing.
i still rmb the times when we kept complaining.
i still rmb the times when we had to do ridiculous things like dancing with dex.
and it was all these times tt made my RZone21 life memorabe.
read clau's blog and it touched my heart.
RVNB has played together
RVNB has sweated it out together
RVNB has cried together
RVNB has emo-ed together
RVNB has gotten high together
RVNB has gotten scolded together
RVNB has acted stupid together
RVNB has embarassed ourselves together
RVNB has been there for each other
RVNB has fought together
and last but not least
RVNB has been the best team anyone could ever have.
mayb cos 2007 is coming to an end, tts y ppl are getting emo
but nonetheless, this question kinda came to me today
i asked my mum and she gave me a new perspective.
me: " is it true tt every beginning is the end of smthing?
like how the beginning of sec3 is the end of sec 2.
like how a married life is the end of freedom
like how the end of a relationship is the start of a new life?"
mum: " hmm.. then i'd rather think of it this way
tt the end of something is the beginning of something.
though the meaning is abt the same, but the perspective is totally different
one is positive yet the other is negative
as the year draws to a close, i cant help but think tt
"gosh, sec 2 is over."
but now, i cant help but think
"i cant wait to discover what's in store in my sec 3 life."
mayb wat clau said is right.
tt i've become happier since i came back.
i guess its cos i've learnt smthing over in Cape Town.
haha. tts y i've celebrated the new year with..
A NEW HAIRCUT!
haha. yes, i've cut my hair short. LOL.
hv no idea how im gonna tie it up.
its not exactly short short but midway.
haha. and my fringe is irriating me. haha
et,
hey, know tt ur starting ur term earlier than us
but then again, what's so bad abt it?
instead of feeling so bad, y not change ur perspective?
feeing upset is not gonna help the situation.
and it'll jus bring ppl down.
rmb what clar said?
if ur happy, u bring hapiness.
ppl never will wanna be with someone who's depressing.
so hey, CHEER UP.
cos u noe y?
there're LOADS of things for you to be happy abt.
like how ur still living, like how ur one step closer to ur goal
like how u noe wonderful ppl like the netballers :D
like how u hv frens in church
like how u can play basketball
and
like how GOD LOVES YOU. and i do too :D
rach,
i guess there're loads of things tts happening tt i've no idea whatz it abt
bu as a fren, i feel bad when i read ur blog and see you so down.
im not gonna ask you whatz up cos i know u wont say anything
but what i want you to know is tt
no matter what happens.
you hv RVNB
mayb they wont ask you watz gg on
but deep down, they care.
sarah,
we are all worried for you
i find tt u've really changed alot
don't know what happened
but still want to let you know,
we still love you
ur team and us,
i still rmb salicia.
the you tt always smiled.
tt made ppl's day.
no matter how big ur problem is
GOD is bigger and better.
we'll always be here for you.
all you need to do is approach us
it may be jus listening.
or jus asking for a hug.
but anything, and i literally mean ANYTHING is better than the state ur in now.
everytime i see you so down, i feel very worried.
mayb u don't know.
but i've praying for you.
but like what puah says, we wont ask anytihng.
well only wait.
until u feel tt u want to let us know.
but then again, it maytake forever.
but no matter the case, we are always there for you.
GOD is always there for you too.
i'll be praying.