saudade.

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

& love is an exothermic reaction.
as concluded by scientist sihua with no substantiented theories :)

oh yea baby, today's the end of common tests!
if you exclude the last paper next wed.
but still, it's good to feel relieved after days of mugging.
it feels great to breathe, haha.

got back my chem results.
hmm, flunked it by 3.5 marks.
and CTK was like giving me that look when he saw me
and i had no choice but to look away
cause i didn't think i was in the mood to have any discussion abt my results.

missed training today for obvious reasons.
went for tuition instead.
was extremely tempted to go home and nap instead but for the sake of my grades,
i decided against it.
surprising huh.

history paper today was... confusing?
at least the instructions were.
just hope it ain't too messed up.

Question: "Why are you so dark?"
Answer: "Cause every time i turn on the shower, chocolate milk flows out."
-.- haha, this might sound lame to you right now but if you heard vic say it,
it's a entirely different story.
g12 was hilarious today, though there were not many people.
but still, had interesting conversations (i suppose) with the people ;D

can't wait for sept holidays to come.
really bored at home.
think the lack of netball really makes me moody.
it's like a part of me is gone and it's downright irritating.

"well, if you can't be bothered then you'll just get can't be bothered marks"
"You're so cliche!"
some stuff that people told me kinda got to me and made me think.
figured that it's really time to start studying and make the best of 2008.
don't wanna flunk any more subjects, the feeling ain't good.
and i think that i'm just disappointing many people, including myself.

maybe i've become cliche, i really dk.
then again, am i not suppose to?
maybe some aspects of me are but does that make me not me?
idk lah, guessed when the person said that, i was just kinda taken aback by the tone and all.
maybe i shouldn't be so cliche *shrugs*
still, i think i want to be the person i want to be.
ahh, all these are just confusing me.

wanna go watch wall.e and death race, they seem really cool.
with those tear-drop eyes, wall.e is outrageously adorable, haha.

think i may give this sat's heart.sports a miss.
maybe go out or something.
instead of going down just to watch and feeling tempted to play.
but nothing's confirmed, still debating.

& i'm currently hooked onto the hot chocolate from Gloria Jeans Coffee!
ahh. i want i want! i even had a dream about it :P

ok, shall go watch the olympic broadcast now :)