Wednesday, December 23, 2009
my secret christmas wish.
i wish i could ask whether we could spend christmas together. sometimes i feel as though i really don't know what's going on in your mind. some days you seem all open and intimate, whereas other days you're just distant and impossible to read. a series of pulls back and forth - the scenario between us. i want to have you sitting right beside me, our arms touching and the tingling feeling i get in my stomach. your arm around me when i'm cold, hugs that put a smile on my face. there's only so much we can do and everything else is packed so tighly between. yet at other times, i want to have nothing to do with you, because somehow we always end up hurting each other. how ironic.
but i can't help it if the image of you surfaces in my mind, and your name hangs on my lips. no way of predicting how i'll feel when i actually see you. sometimes i wonder whether all of this is only what i've imagined. when you're a stranger, i try to convince myself that things are not as they seem, yet you always have to do something, like a hug, an unexpected text or that look as if we're on a secret nobody else knows, to turn it all around and mess up my rationality.
yet i don't ask, and you know why. if you were in my shoes, you wouldn't either.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
my secret christmas wish.
i wish i could ask whether we could spend christmas together. sometimes i feel as though i really don't know what's going on in your mind. some days you seem all open and intimate, whereas other days you're just distant and impossible to read. a series of pulls back and forth - the scenario between us. i want to have you sitting right beside me, our arms touching and the tingling feeling i get in my stomach. your arm around me when i'm cold, hugs that put a smile on my face. there's only so much we can do and everything else is packed so tighly between. yet at other times, i want to have nothing to do with you, because somehow we always end up hurting each other. how ironic.
but i can't help it if the image of you surfaces in my mind, and your name hangs on my lips. no way of predicting how i'll feel when i actually see you. sometimes i wonder whether all of this is only what i've imagined. when you're a stranger, i try to convince myself that things are not as they seem, yet you always have to do something, like a hug, an unexpected text or that look as if we're on a secret nobody else knows, to turn it all around and mess up my rationality.
yet i don't ask, and you know why. if you were in my shoes, you wouldn't either.
Biography
MUSE <3
LEEYIN
I love vintage & unique beautiful postcards. I dream, and think a lot.
I don't like people who make promises that they can't keep because somehow, that really breaks my heart.
I'm really gullible so please don't break my heart.
MUSIC
Fall for Anything, Breakeven, Before The Worst, Talk You Down - The script
Dismantle Repair, A Day Late, Paperthin Hymn - Anberlin
Fireflies, Vanilla Twilight, Cave In - Owl City
Bounce - The Cab
Carry Out - Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake
Glee Season 1 albums
