saudade.

Monday, November 12, 2007

ok, decided to de-private my blog.
and change my url
if anyone actually noticed.
anw, tts not the point.

don't know why but was really emo for these 2 days
went to watch stardust ytd, with my family.
kinda fun.
but after tt, i kinda had a emotionaly breakdown.
and it was like while i was talking to my mum and crying
she interrupted and wated to tell me her "life lessons"
then i jus said pretty loudly
"can you jus stop talking and listen?! can or not?"
and it had to be tt moment when i was walking by McDonalds.
then almost everyone jus turned and looked at me
but couldn't be bothered lah
i was like feeling bad enough already
like where got time think abt how others viewed me.

then today jus cried while in the gym
no idea why.
jus started crying.
_____ was jus really sarcastic lah.
its not like i din mean to inform her.
haiz. shall not talk abt it anymore

oh ya, i totally forgot abt SAT's game.
it was really a miracle.
cos Region D only had 2 guys for rounder.
and we were playing against region B.
all the big/towering/fast ppl.
plus pastor nic.
kinda scary
but we jus prayed very hard tt God will see us thru.
and He did
we actually won
really praise God.
cos we actually had 6 girls.
so in everyone's mind, we were like sure cnnt win tt kind
but well, who knew, we turned the tables around.
but all glory to God.
He was the one who brought us thru.

playing with AMK 2morrow.
hope i'll be on-form.