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Friday, April 04, 2008

Do you know how it feels to have the person that you love walk right outta ur life?
Just with a final sentence, and the person's gone.

Do you know how it feels to have the person you love not even bothering abt you?
Not even caring just to say hi or whatsoever.

Do you know how it feels to be so empty inside yet act like everything's ok?
So that you don't piss people off or make people worried.

Do you know how it feels to try so hard but come crashing down head-first?
Just because you thought that maybe things could work out.

Do you know how it feels to cry every night and try to gather yourself?
Because you tell yourself that tomorrow will be better yet that is never the case.

Do you know how it feels to try to talk to the person you love, only to have the person not reply?When you thought that the person would give you a reply.

Do you know how it feels to stay by the phone and jump at every new message?
Because you thought that person you love would text you.

Do you know how it feels like to have the person that you love just shove you aside?
Because you've always thought that the person whould be the one who hugs you close.

Do you know how it feels to just feel miserable without that person?
Because you know that everything is not complete.

Do you know how it feels to be on the verge of going crazy, literally?
Because the one person whom you thought cared actually didn't.

Do you know how it feels to be so dazed that you can walk onto a road, almost getting knocked?
Just because you were thinking about what went wrong.

Do you know how it feels to be feeling like dirt when the other person is enjoying life with friends?
Just because you don't know how to be happy with half of you missing.

Do you know how it feels like to feel so hollow, that you don't even know what's going on?
Because your heart has been ripped right out of your chest and thrown onto the floor.

Do you know how it feels to have an unreplied message?
Just because of certain reasons.

Do you know how it feels to be neglected and thrown to the dustbin?
Just because the person you love suddenly announced that his friends are more important.

Do you know how it feels to have the person you love not give a freaking damn?
Because the feelin sucks big time.

Do you know how it feels to have all those promises made, broken right in front of you?
Because you thought he meant what he said.

Do you know know how it feels like to have suicidal thoughts?
Beacuse everything you thought was true turned out false, and you see no more reason.

I know how it feels, cos it has been what i've been experiencing, esp the last question. The tears, they come almost every night. I don't know what to do. To stop the pain and the emptiness. You say you still love me, yet, you don't act upon your word. My heart is more than broken, it's shattered, crushed, trodded upon and left to bleed. I struggle thru everyday, when you are happily going out with your friends. I really believed that we can do this. I'm willing to stay, all you had to do was ask. Or maybe i've just been disillusionising myself into thinking that you still want 'us' back.