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Wednesday, June 10, 2009

so i'll stand on Your truth and i'll fight with Your strength
till You bring the victory


so i've decided to give it a try.
now, i'm nervous :X
pardon me for my seemingly nonsensical paragraph
but i just feel really nervous now.
i wonder whether i should have said no.

training ytd was fun! :D
other than weights (which is why my body feels like lead now),
we played softball and it was quite cool.
hahaha.
it kinda reminded me of my injury last year but now i've learnt my lesson,
i'm gonna be standing far away from the batter (or however you spell it) LOL.

went for alumni meet ytd,
jammed a little after that and reached home really late.
and to think that my mum was in a good mood, tsk.
she totally dao-ed me when i got home.
but whatever the case, the feeling of jamming was absolutely euphoric!
i like i like :D
bass ftw!

on a side note,
i think i'm really tired of being people's (inserts a word here cause right now i can't think of the right word)
when you feel like it, you talk to me and allow me to think that we're friends.
when you don't feel like it, you give me ultra detached replies.
and when people start talking, you suddenly become somebody else to me.
i mean like, what's that suppose to mean.
i'm not talking about anyone specific though.
to me, friends are friends, no matter what people say,
or what rumors make it out to be.
but seems like not everyone shares the same sentiment huh.
i guess i just don't like being treated like that.
i put in my all to make a friend, to build a friendship
only to have it crumble when people starts talking and the other party starts being bothered.
it always seems like as if other people's opinion holds a greater value than the friendship.
and i'm just so sick of that.
if you're someone like that, i'd rather you just tell me and at least let me know beforehand.

if i sound angry, i'm not.
i'm just hurt i guess,
again.