i think i need to be emotionally stronger. i thought i was already stable, so why was i so affected by the text you sent. i wonder, when it wan't even meant for me. i'm not suppose to feel for this anymore. four months since we've gone our separate ways, and i still can't hide the fact that i'm always undeniably attracted to you. i told myself you will no longer be on my mind, and you weren't, for the period i was trying so hard. but it's so easy for you to exist in my mind again. why, tell me why.

we're two odd people aren't we. i don't know what i'm hoping for, or whether i'm hoping for anything in the first place. perhaps i was only momentarily disorientated because of what happened, but you don't seem to be. your forte, and i'm not surprised at all. sometimes i do wish i could be like you, not wearing my heart on my sleeve. to appear absolutely fine, yet that disturbs me to no end.

but i think all i want to say is that, i miss you too. 

i think i need to be emotionally stronger. i thought i was already stable, so why was i so affected by the text you sent. i wonder, when it wan't even meant for me. i'm not suppose to feel for this anymore. four months since we've gone our separate ways, and i still can't hide the fact that i'm always undeniably attracted to you. i told myself you will no longer be on my mind, and you weren't, for the period i was trying so hard. but it's so easy for you to exist in my mind again. why, tell me why.

we're two odd people aren't we. i don't know what i'm hoping for, or whether i'm hoping for anything in the first place. perhaps i was only momentarily disorientated because of what happened, but you don't seem to be. your forte, and i'm not surprised at all. sometimes i do wish i could be like you, not wearing my heart on my sleeve. to appear absolutely fine, yet that disturbs me to no end.

but i think all i want to say is that, i miss you too.