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Sunday, January 17, 2010

hello school, goodbye life.

finally done with GP, gonna head to bed soon cause my head's splitting from the headache.
can't imagine how the next 2 years will be like.
honestly speaking, i'm pretty scared.
it's almost like i've been thrown into the ocean and i don't know how to swim.
it's no longer an issue of doing exceptionally well,
it has become an issue of survival.

but that aside, can't deny the fact that i'm pretty excited too :)
content for lit, hist and GP seems to be really interesting.
a new chapter in my life i guess.

i've decided, i don't wanna lead a screwed up life anymore.
after going through a somewhat turbulent holiday,
i've come to realize that it sucks to be nowhere.
i don't wanna keep drifting in the area of academics and feel lowsy cause of grades.
it's really of no use i think.
i wanna get my As for A levels, uni is my goal.

i think that along the way i've gotten sidetracked and distracted.
partying, drinking, skipping stuffs - i'm gonna do less of all that now.
or at least i'll try my very best, though there might be difficulties.
but still, i'm determined to make it through the next 2 years,
to not regret and let myself down.

i think that everyone is capable of greatness.
we only lack the courage to believe.