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Thursday, April 10, 2008

haha. I've realised that there ARE 'doctors' on our team.
e.g Dr Ho and Dr Choo. lol
really lah, it's just that whenever got prob, then those two titles will come up.
but anw, missed school today, but shan't state the reason here, or i'll get killed :p
then ytd was like cutting class, cos actually suppose to go make IC first thing in the morning but the tv proved to be too a big a distraction for me, so ya, watched tv until the movie was over then went to do my IC. haha. my mum was like shaking her head when i told her that.

ytd was fun, or at least kinda fun.
went to the E.A with my class, with all the loud singing of "Low" and the cam-whoring.
lol. going to the E.A was practically like gg for hist. lesson can, esp the WW2 part.
I seriously think that the lady there was like KB-ing us lah. LOL.
cos we were like answering one of her qn then she asked" how do you know?"
so we just told her that we took history.
then ever since that qn, whenever she asked a hist. qn, she just looked at us and when we cant answer, there was like this hint of smugness on her face.

rahh. missed Elit, hist and maths today, gonna be so lagged lah.
and lagging behind the rest doesn't help when ur not exactly good in those subs.
but im so glad i missed CID cos today's lecture.
anw, even if i go, i'll just be sleeping lah.
come on, its like 90 mins of lecture straight.
i tried listening the last lecture but after the first half and hour, i was like cannot sit still le.
then kept fidgeting, so in the end i just chose to doze

started training with the sec 2s already.
feeling the heat, since there're like so many GOOD midfields (me excluded);p
nvm, shall just try my best.

hope the Hamlet play on the 24 will be good and worth it.
cos i definitely DO NOT want to waste my precious thurs evening to watch a not-so-good play.
but since it's by professionals, let's just cross our fingers and pray that it'll be good.
but will have to find a way to bring clothes to change that day, cos im only ending class at 6 then the play is at 8 so not enough time to go home and change.

can't wait for the holidays to come, i'm like full of anticipation.
the further i go, the better
the longer i'm gone, the better.
that's all thats on my mind.

MATHS test 2morrow!
rahh. have a feeling I'm gonna fail.
shall try to work on it today.
but seriously lah, i have been super lost abt maths ever since TSL started on partial fractions.
cubic equations and all the other stuff stil can understand, but as for partial fractions, log, exponential curves then I'm like in no man's land.
oh ya, and my mum got me a private maths tutor.
and it's a guy -.-
when i told Cherie that, she was like "Good mah. then you can ogle and study at the same time"
like no way, just feel extremely uncomfortable with a guy tutor.
haha. mayb it's just me.

kinda excited for NSL this sat, don't ask me why cos i've got no idea.
don't know whether I should go for heart.sports.
but doesn't feel very right of i just PS my team for the bball thing, esp when it's region B.
but it's not like i'm very good anw so i'll just think abt it.

talked to some ppl a lot the last few days.
haha, and i realised that it's time.
like seriously, dex was like telling me abt some stuff and we realised that we think in very similar ways, HAHA.
There is like NO WAY i'm gonna let a guy get to me like this lah.
lol. and play me like this.
i've forgotten what i stood for last time
but i'm gg back to it now.
yep, im gonna stand strong, ON MY OWN.
nothing of that guy bullshit anymore :D