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Tuesday, April 06, 2010

i'm suppose to be doing research for my GP mock test tomorrow, but the ironic thing is i have absolutely no idea where to start. i think JC teachers are really sadistic at times. was just talking to C today, that i kinda miss sec school life. you might argue that at least we're only taking 4 subs but the scary thing that people don't realize is, what used to get you an A now only qualifies for a C or even worse,  a D. and that just sucks. oh well.

i was very touched by something a person said today, and it was the last person i expected it from. it kinda woke up me to see that the situation i've placed myself in, and that although at times i might feel like giving up on myself, there are people out there who don't . i have not the least inkling why but i was just moved beyond words.

PW is another headache. have yet to complete my PI and i'm at a loss of what to write. target group, model group, they're going to be the death of me. really need to step up to the plate and stop wasting my time away. difficult though, when most of the time i'm just so damn tired.

match with AJC yesterday, learnt quite a bit and got scolded a lot, as usual. but i'm coming to realize that she does have a point after all. maybe the way she delivers it is not the best possible method, but she's got her points i guess. i was surprised to catch myself thinking this way, but it dawned on me that training's gonna be under her for the rest of the year, so what for get myself so upset over what she says. might as well take it in stride and learn from it, instead of just thinking that she's horrible and such. something i picked up during devotion the other day :)

school feels really long nowadays, and season's starting. starting to feel the heat on classes, and to perform up to standard. will try my best, don't want to waste my life away. on top of that, i'm going to stay away from liquer, if not i swear i'll die from liver failure sooner or later. plus it just kills when i have training the next day. please pray for me if you can, thanks alot.

i'm really hoping things work out well, don't wanna lose it.

shall get back to my research then.