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Sunday, July 11, 2010

i want to satisfy the undisclosed desires in your heart.

can't wait for SEA hist paper to be over and done with tomorrow, exams (or tests as the school likes to call it) has been driving me up the wall. just got news that the upcoming week is considered to be week 3 in this term, and EOYs are starting on week 10. ?!?!?!?! its just exams after exams, sometimes i really wonder how i've survived through the last 6 months.

have been pretty much in a state of self-isolation lately. not sure what's the cause of it but i haven't been wanting to go out with most people, except for a few like my dear scb. i don't even feel like seeing him, which is really unusual for me. it's just like so much of my time has been taken up by mugging, studying and all that any spare time i have, i want it to be "me-time" you know.

my idea of "me-time" = iced chai tea latte or apple rooibos tea [which is why i've become FAT :( ], just sitting at a quiet cafe where i can people watch, or simply read a book. perhaps if i'm feeling up to it, i'll ask one of my girlfriends along. but if not, i'll just like to spend the time going for a walk, to the library or just catching up with my family. not sure why but i've been wanting to spend more time with my family, maybe it's a part of growing up but lately family time has become something really important. maybe it's due to the busy schedule that i find myself distanced from my mum and sis. and maybe i'm just becoming older. hahaha.

training resumes on tuesday, shall not comment too much here but let's just say:
i'm not looking forward to it at all.

miss the gang tremendously, esp scb. was suppose to meet her tomorrow but due the time her school ends plans have been postponed. both kls as well, and oli :( :( sighs, why are we all so busy. we rarely find a common time where we can all meet up.

bumped in zh today, was quite surprised but he hasn't changed one bit so we recognized each other right away. caught up a bit, he seems quite happy which is good given that i haven't seen him for almost a year or more if i'm right.

i wonder whether we'll ever move pass this, the things you say trap me time and time again.
perhaps because i allow myself to do so.

oh well.