Thursday, April 22, 2010
oh man oh man, i want to go for Muse's gig in november in the States!!!! :( plus the very fact that pre-sale tickets are on sale RIGHT NOW makes me extremely tempted (you have no idea how this is an understatement). but doubt my mum will allow, dang. plus might clash with PW, not sure but gonna go check it out. perhaps, i cannot discount the possibility, my mum will allow. i probably have to do chores for like 3 months or something :/ gonna try my luck, see how it goes.
school has been crazy, as usual. lagging in class :/ i have a bad feeling about this. but it's just that i can't seem to find the motivation to work harder than what i'm doing right now. excuses yes i know, but still it;s the honest truth. i keep telling myself that i'll work harder but when it comes to the moment, i slack off. procrastination plays a huge part too :(
i miss the taste of ice cream, brownies, cakes, chocolates and everything else sweet. it used to be comfort food, things that cheer me up when i'm feeling down, or just needing a break. now i can only turn to fruits of my yam pau -.- truth is they're all sweet but you know, nothing's comparable to the taste and texture of ice cream melting in your mouth when you take that first bite. you savour it and it is an immediate moment of high, euphoria and everything good.
lost our first game ytd. discouraged, definitely but i think it is also a test we all gotta conquer. when circumstances beat us down and the world throws us with thoughts that we don't cut it, what ultimately matters is our reactions to it. whatever that has happened today shapes who we are tomorrow doesn't it? what choices we choose to take, words we choose to say and thoughts we choose to entertain, they form us and our character. cliche as it sounds, this really is the way humans work. nothing come overnight, mental strength included. if we're able to pass this test, i believe we'll be even better than what we are now.
i think the thing about us is not a matter of potential, but a matter of unlocking it. not sure how to put it but when one looks at the play the team has, it is undeniable that we can go far. but somehow it is always during those crucial moments that we fail to break through, and sometimes it's during those times that distinguishes success from failure. we don't seem to have truly grasped that yet, or perhaps we just don't know how to. i firmly believe that sometimes, somethings have to be taught in order to be exploited.
as i always say, we're limited by what we do not know.
i refuse to let my faith in us slip, nothing and no one will take that faith from me. and i sincerely hope that it goes the same with the team. prep talk is one thing, but every single player has got to believe in it too. if only we could find a way to solve this, it'll make us even better.
got to check the things i say, and the actions i execute lest i stumble my fellow mates.
i'm always prone to that :/
People i miss (the numbering doesn't stand for anything btw):
1. Gang
2. SY
3. Dor
4. D
5. S
6. Z2H alumni
7. Ichians
8. Hyung, Kris, Lois and Trik
that's all i can think of right now, probably i haven't had a chance to really talk to them recently. and it totally sucks :( school will be the death of me hahaha. was telling choo today that i have totally lost my life outside. school refuses to let up and allow me to have time to go out and meet people properly not attend social gatherings of any kind (inserts choo's quote, paraphrased: "they're not really friends if the friendship is based on how much alcohol you can drink" this totally made me lol-ed.") but still, miss those weekends when i could just chill out and stay out late, because by the time it's 11pm i'm already dead beat -.- oh well oh well, i'm only waiting for mid year term tests to be over, then it'll be time to celebrate.
hoping to be able to go overseas though, need a break from my loved but stifling singapore.
Thursday, April 22, 2010
oh man oh man, i want to go for Muse's gig in november in the States!!!! :( plus the very fact that pre-sale tickets are on sale RIGHT NOW makes me extremely tempted (you have no idea how this is an understatement). but doubt my mum will allow, dang. plus might clash with PW, not sure but gonna go check it out. perhaps, i cannot discount the possibility, my mum will allow. i probably have to do chores for like 3 months or something :/ gonna try my luck, see how it goes.
school has been crazy, as usual. lagging in class :/ i have a bad feeling about this. but it's just that i can't seem to find the motivation to work harder than what i'm doing right now. excuses yes i know, but still it;s the honest truth. i keep telling myself that i'll work harder but when it comes to the moment, i slack off. procrastination plays a huge part too :(
i miss the taste of ice cream, brownies, cakes, chocolates and everything else sweet. it used to be comfort food, things that cheer me up when i'm feeling down, or just needing a break. now i can only turn to fruits of my yam pau -.- truth is they're all sweet but you know, nothing's comparable to the taste and texture of ice cream melting in your mouth when you take that first bite. you savour it and it is an immediate moment of high, euphoria and everything good.
lost our first game ytd. discouraged, definitely but i think it is also a test we all gotta conquer. when circumstances beat us down and the world throws us with thoughts that we don't cut it, what ultimately matters is our reactions to it. whatever that has happened today shapes who we are tomorrow doesn't it? what choices we choose to take, words we choose to say and thoughts we choose to entertain, they form us and our character. cliche as it sounds, this really is the way humans work. nothing come overnight, mental strength included. if we're able to pass this test, i believe we'll be even better than what we are now.
i think the thing about us is not a matter of potential, but a matter of unlocking it. not sure how to put it but when one looks at the play the team has, it is undeniable that we can go far. but somehow it is always during those crucial moments that we fail to break through, and sometimes it's during those times that distinguishes success from failure. we don't seem to have truly grasped that yet, or perhaps we just don't know how to. i firmly believe that sometimes, somethings have to be taught in order to be exploited.
as i always say, we're limited by what we do not know.
i refuse to let my faith in us slip, nothing and no one will take that faith from me. and i sincerely hope that it goes the same with the team. prep talk is one thing, but every single player has got to believe in it too. if only we could find a way to solve this, it'll make us even better.
got to check the things i say, and the actions i execute lest i stumble my fellow mates.
i'm always prone to that :/
People i miss (the numbering doesn't stand for anything btw):
1. Gang
2. SY
3. Dor
4. D
5. S
6. Z2H alumni
7. Ichians
8. Hyung, Kris, Lois and Trik
that's all i can think of right now, probably i haven't had a chance to really talk to them recently. and it totally sucks :( school will be the death of me hahaha. was telling choo today that i have totally lost my life outside. school refuses to let up and allow me to have time to go out and meet people properly not attend social gatherings of any kind (inserts choo's quote, paraphrased: "they're not really friends if the friendship is based on how much alcohol you can drink" this totally made me lol-ed.") but still, miss those weekends when i could just chill out and stay out late, because by the time it's 11pm i'm already dead beat -.- oh well oh well, i'm only waiting for mid year term tests to be over, then it'll be time to celebrate.
hoping to be able to go overseas though, need a break from my loved but stifling singapore.
Biography
MUSE <3
LEEYIN
I love vintage & unique beautiful postcards. I dream, and think a lot.
I don't like people who make promises that they can't keep because somehow, that really breaks my heart.
I'm really gullible so please don't break my heart.
MUSIC
Fall for Anything, Breakeven, Before The Worst, Talk You Down - The script
Dismantle Repair, A Day Late, Paperthin Hymn - Anberlin
Fireflies, Vanilla Twilight, Cave In - Owl City
Bounce - The Cab
Carry Out - Timbaland feat. Justin Timberlake
Glee Season 1 albums